Alright meh?

I don't understand, is it me? Was it because I've been out of civilisation for a period of time (due to art, which is eversince 08 started) - to the extent of not knowing how to respond to very basic stuff, or probably like, not knowing that THIS IS THE WAY to respond/behave. It scares me.

I scared. (okay, shut up).

I don't really know how to put this about, blame it on my inexperience of relationships, or probably the negative perception towards it, therefore, it is pretty hard to pen(type) everything out in an open space, because people might think this is towards them, when I'm very clear that this is not for you because that certain someone doesn't know the existence of this blog, or probably the existence of me (i think) talking about him. But then again, why would you think it's you when you've done nothing of this sort? Guilty conscience? I think so too. Don't panic, I won't expose you. Haha.

I don't know leh, all the while I thought it was ethically, morally and downright wrong, but everybody seems to be doing it. Yes, though everybody may be doing, it doesn't mean it's right. But then again, if it's wrong, why are people doing it? Thrill? Psycho? Bored? Fun? Drunk Psycho - still understandable due to your mental condition, but if you're telling me you're executing these actions under a clear state of mind (which excludes drunk people although people claim that a drunkard speaks the truth, but wth lah), it's scary. It's something like, "I know this is hell and I'm still walking towards it", that kind of mentality. Of course this 'action' isn't as dire as what I made it to be, but just exaggerating things a little - for you to see the emphasis I'm desperately trying to make, but to no avail, I can't see my stand yet and tomorrow is my GP exam! OMFGJC.

Won't you feel bad? That you've somewhat betrayed your partner - in terms of having that kind of emotional and physical attachment. Can you imagine, you're in NS now, and somehow, it is supposedly claimed that you boys will call/sms your parents, important friends, loved ones, etc. And instead of talking on the phone with your boy/girl friend, you're actually on the line with another girl you recently met. Like this right, I've already formed a pretty bad impression about you because HOW WOULD YOUR GF FEEL!? She's like at home, waiting for your call and you went to call other girls. If you called your other brothers - still nevermind, But you actually called a girl that you recently met and thought she's quite cute! OMGAH. Isn't it like a mini betrayal? No? Yes? YES! To me at least, it is.

And what about the other girl that you recently just met, aren't you like leading her on? I mean, you have a girlfriend for goodness sake! And you behave you have none - 'trying' to hook this other girl up by being nice and sweet talking. WALAOEH. I don't know what you deserve, but definitely more than a slap, and a kick in the balls.

Okayokay, enough of all the crap above, but seriously, this is my question:
So, you mean it's okay to go around to ask for other girl's number when you're in a relationship?